Tati

They know

Its all going to come back later but I’ll take advantage of this brightened state of being for as long as i can.
They know. And i know now. I’ll explain later when emotions hit the fan. Maybe tomorrow.

“He's so bony you can see how he's put together; how his body works as the tendons in his hand tighten and curl when he picks things up, how the joint at the top of his feet rolls and pushes him forwards as he walks.”

A type of beauty, exposure of one’s inner workings. To think I could even begin to imitate it is hopeful, much more than a matter of changing habits.