katheros

Slowly descending into madness
2022-03-09 21:00:40 (UTC)

Love, the baffling emotion

I'm very vulnerable when I'm in love with someone. I'm not used to this feeling, it baffles me because it makes me do things I never thought I would do.

For now I'm awake around 3 am for no reason at all, feeling all the rage in the world. The person I'm in love with, I don’t get to hear his voice everyday, I don’t get to see his face everyday and oh God I'm envious of everyone who can. I'm sure they still don't appreciate him. And I'm literally dying here. How dare they. How dare they.

And every moment I'm spending without him seems like a waste of time.

I'm in love with him and everyday it fucking hurts not being able to see him, touch him, hear him. There's no point of having 5 senses if he's not here to fill them up.

Love,
Catharsis




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