Gentleman ♀

If I had a nickel for every time it happened I'd have 2 nickels

Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.

Hello again,

So this is probably going to be a short entry but I figured it's going to be a relatively important spot in my life so I should probably write it down. There are two things that happened twice. The first one is my grandpa getting sick. My last grandpa who got sick died so I'm not looking forward to how this time ends. This time it's my Great Grandpa Ray. He's 96 I think or at least somewhere in his 90's and he's my moms' dads' dad if that makes sense. He's in the hospital rn with *ahem* gastrointestinal problems... yeah I really don't want to elaborate any further OMO

And the second thing that happened twice is someone on my moms' side of the family getting cancer! It's my Aunt Penny, the mom of Megan who is the other person who got cancer and sadly died of it. I'll be honest, I'm not super close with either her or my grandpa but I still care. I'm not gunna cry about it but I'm still sad. Is that mean? I don't think so... I can't force myself to cry. I think crying is more of a nervous thing for me than a sad thing although I guess I do cry when I'm upset sometimes. Either way, I guess I've gotta prepare myself for my mom being all sorts of an emotional wreck if and when one of them dies. Just for future me if I'm curious, she has breast cancer and maybe some other type of cancer but we don't know yet.

Wow, I feel like an asshole for not being more upset. Putting a Phineas and Ferb quote as the title for this is a little insensitive I guess. I'm not gunna change it though... I'm a terrible person... Alrighty, buh bye I guess.

~Gentleman