Slowly descending into madness
Pedophilia, friendship & others
When I was 17 years old, I had my first sexual encounter with a 28 years old guy and I did it out of pure boredom, anger towards my parents and self-loathe. I'm 23 years old now, when I look back, I believe I actually had nothing better to do. Later on when I got into university, I started doing a lot of ECA and my love/sex life became bland. I started liking myself more than dick. It made me lose interest in having a good sex life because a whole new world of sports, dance, painting and friendship was opened before me.
Strict parents with unlimited access to internet is enough to make a child lose track.
I have a friend who is 23 y/o is in a relationship with a 16 y/o girl. When he first told me he found the love of his life, I asked him about the age gap. He said the girl was 18 and since he himself back then was 23 I didn’t think of this as much of a big deal. But yeah, it was a bit icky.
The girl's group of my batch just found out about that now and they're all very angry. Difference of opinions can be noticed but all of them agree this is wrong, this is grooming.
If I think of this from a perspective that's aligned with reality, I really don’t think they can do much about it. 16-17 aged girls think they're mature but all of them are stupid like I was. My pedo frendo's gf will most likely rebel and keep the relationship alive.
I did have a talk with him. My pedo friend might be a pedo but he is "rational". He wants to get married at the age of 29/30. The girl will be then 23/24. In his " defence" her parents will stress her out for marriage and she will fall into his loving dedicated and most likely very successful arms and they'll happily live ever after.
Not gonna lie, grooming for marriage doesn’t sound better than grooming for sex.
Also is pedophilia a bit of an overstatement? Pedo means kids under 12. Idk what term they use these days, it still is as bad as it can be.