Tati

Droopy eyed

I think I’m experiencing a feeling. It’s like dissolving into a solvent. Droopy eyes, my mind ringing, sick to my stomach—but I still am unable to decide.

I don’t know what I’m doing man.

On one hand I could go and do what I want to do in the moment, but what I want is usually wrong. And I just feel too bad right now. I feel ugly and deformed. It truly makes me wonder what the f went wrong in the womb. Im tired. Thought I’d feel better when I got home. Was wrong.