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My short pointless life
2022-02-02 00:20:53 (UTC)

...and the sun will set for you...

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Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way...

so tuesday is done with. today i had a client visit. the person was of a lower income group. he did something i haven't seen in a long time. when he got up from his chair, he pushed it back in its place. a small voice inside of me went yay good job thanks.

yesterday two clients. flanked me as i was giving the presentation. i was in the center speaking and showing them on my laptop. so when making a first impression or meeting someone for the first time in a work area you tend to be a bit reserved as no to speak and make a fool of yourself. so their body language was shy. but then i started asking them questions and making them talk more. they were young. so i started using their slang. their body language changed they got more comfortable to answer back. at first what was tense atmosphere was not a lot more relaxed.

then there are some, like this one lady who has her ego gotten the best of her. when she comes she sits leaned back in the chair crossed legged at the knees and hand on the chair armrest. leaning to one side. like shes the queen of the room and we are her subjects to look down on her. i hate her. avoid her on all costs.

some humans are good. some are bad. some act like fools. some act good. you get to see them all.

there is this part of me, this void which never seems to go away. darkness remains. loneliness. anyone else feel that. no matter how many people talk to you, help you...that still remains. but this void feels like home when im listening to linkin park music. his passing away hit me harder than anyone else. not even family deaths came close to the pain when he left us. it still pains. when i want that hug..that feeling of safety i put on their music and it feels better.

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