Slowly descending into madness
2022-01-30 12:13:00 (UTC)


"Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine"
I was listening to this song and it reminded me of you. If I was standing in a field of dandelions, I'd probably want you to come sit down with me, wishing you were there with me. At the same time, I'd stomp over all the flowers that makes me crave for your presence.

I've never loved someone with this kind of intensity at the same time I hate you beyond infinity. It comforts me knowing everyday that we're breathing under the same sky at the same time I want to live far far away from you, I hate that we reside in the same city.

When I cry, all I could think of is hugging you and that's the moment I hate you the most. I swear to penguins I just want to stop feeling all the hate and all the love for you, I can't do this anymore.