2022-01-25 03:31:01 (UTC)
03:27 I have a habit of having a fun or good time and making a good memory and then viewing it as a one time thing and never repeating it. All the happy things in my life are always left as another memory, another moment, another show, another movie that I don’t care to rewatch because I don’t want to ruin the novelty of it. I think I should probably stop that. For everyone’s sake.
But I really don’t like how she doesn’t seem to have complaints. I get that I’m a mean person. I totally see that. I’m toxic and not able to have a healthy friendship, especially not digitally. So why is bro still talking to me like I’m not ghosting her unannounced? Why is she still being nice to me. And why does it kind of piss me off?