(AmIHere)

My Thoughts
2022-01-04 19:23:53 (UTC)

being reminded.

Do you ever feel so completely overwhelmed by life, and then someone comes along and changes your perspective on things. That's happened to me recently. The past few months, I have been struggling with things as simple as getting out of bed in the morning. I don't often post about the reality that is my life, I post small glimpses of it, but never the full story. My brain gets all dark and twisty and it becomes super scary when it happens if I'm being honest. I can't ever stop it once it gets there, but I can try to stay ahead of it this time. I can try to do better and not put so much pressure on myself to be the perfect person in every aspect of my life. I can be more realistic in my own expectations of myself, and realize that I am only human.

Today my brain is not so dark and twisty, today my brain got to be completely free of all worry and thought. Even if it was only for a few minutes it was amazing! I can't wait for more times like that, where I can just completely let go and just exist for a while. it's a wondrous feeling, it makes the stress and anxiety just melt away. So Thank You for helping me escape.

Today reminded me that I can let go and the world not completely melt down around me. It made me realize and understand just how much i was/am carrying around on a daily basis. I'm going to start trying harder to not carry around so much, to try to make more time for the things I love to do, like photography, writing, reading just to name a few. Sometimes you just have to be reminded that life is not always going to be roses and butterflies but that it doesn't mean you have to carry it all around with you all the time.




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