miss mess

midlife implosions
2021-12-30 18:18:14 (UTC)

progress

i can't say it's been easy or felt good....but i've made some progress in the hardest area of my life...and that's cam.

i made the final disconnect. we are no longer communicating at all. it was time. it was past time. his health is still not good, but he's crossed the major hurdles, and now just faces a road of recovery that he does not need me for. i've known for some time, that i had to cut all ties with him...i just needed the time to be right, and it isn't gonna get any righter. delaying any longer would only be avoiding what needs to be done. so....i did it. i said my final goodbyes. and now....there is no more between us.

THE END

It took so long to get here
So long to find this bravado
But tonite I conquered my fear
And finally completely let you go.

We wrote amazing chapters
And lived them wild and full
Some profound things endured
Sweet memories will never dull.

But all good stories have conclusions
There’s nothing here that’s left to see
Time to let go of wishful illusions
Turn the final page of “you and me”.

Just just one last thing for me to do
So I closed my eyes as I hit “send”…
Those final words, so hard to view
But there they were…”THE END”.




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