The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-12-26 21:17:14 (UTC)

Headaches are getting worse.

Seems like im getting more headaches lately. Maybe im just severely dehydrated, and me feeling overwhelmed about my health problems arent helping. Im also not sleeping really... Sleep schedule ? Who is she i dont know her. Im able to sleep for about like 4 hours it seems like... And then that's it.. Then my mind starts racing about the unknown about what's to come with my healh. And I start panicking even though I dont try to. Itd unfortunate i cant work right now... Cause working a job even if its part time would take my mind off things and would tire me out so i can sleep. But most days I can barely walk to the bathroom that's only like 2 feet away from my bedroom. Im really quit glad we live in a house right that all one level and no upstairs or downstairs. I couldn't imagine having to walk down a flight of a stairs during all of this. That would not end well I dont think...

January 1st is almost here. And ill finally be able to get some of the bigger stuff done like xrays and that sonogram thing for my heart my dr. Was talking about.

So for right now I'm going to try and get some more sleep. Had a horrible headache yesterday and couldnt really enjoy the holiday like i wanted to. Thankfully we didnt go anywhere and just stayed home. So i was able to just stay in my pajamas all day and stay in bed. But i would have stayed home anyways if my family went to see my other relatives. I have no energy these days.

So now i am hoping to skeep the rest of the day. I made sure to eat something because i was little hungry. Now I just want to sleep all day. Cant remember the last time i got an actual good night's rest since this has all started.




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