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Dream part 2 - Penguin strikes again

I told Josh we should make out after our exams, he said I'm only saying that but I'd chicken out. And he's probably right.

Then I went to sleep and I saw my sort of ex boyfriend in my dream. My penguin and I were together again. We were texting each other, talking and going out. We were in love. And for a moment right there, I felt like everything is alright. I didn’t feel the hollow in my chest after a long time. Is this how being with the most loved one feels like?

I like to believe someday we'll be together again, cause clearly I'm not over him. It hurts to wake up and find out it was just a dream. And it's not the first time I'm having this kind of dream.

I do love him. I wish things were different. I want to run my fingers through his hair again. Why can't dreams come true just like that?