The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-12-05 01:34:42 (UTC)

Uncomfortable Today.

Today is one of those days where i just cant get comfortable. Cant get confortable sitting... Uncomfortable when i stand up. But somehow i feel "ok" when im sitting verses when im standing. Just so weird. Still waiting for my medicaid plan to come in the mail or the health insurance through the state. ( state insurance ) i have a feeling ill be getting it in the middle of this week or by next weekend. I really hope so..... Because im tired of feeling lke this... I just want to know whats going on with me already... I had a feeling it was going to take a while.... Since i have so many things wrong with me that i have neglected over the years. And that's all on me. Now im paying the price. But from now on i will always make sure to have some kind of health insurance. Especially with someone who has a bit of a medical history. Also my right leg has been bothering me lkle crazy today... My right ankle and the it almost feels like i have a Charlie horse but i don't... My ankle is bothering me more though... Been having muscle spasms randomly today also in the right leg. The muscle spasms are never in the same part of my body which Is frustrating. Some days its in my stomach, some days in my right or left leg... Sometimes by back in lower butt cheek area. So ya ... Annoying as hell...

Getting older is tough lol... I know im not THAT old... I mean ill be 35 in January... But with health problems i feel like jm 60.. Feeling very flushed in the face at the moment.... I might try and take a nap or just head to bed early.... Even though im not even tired...

But anyways... I probably wont update until i start going to the doctor again and see what happens. Or if anything big happens with my health.

Until Next Time.




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