blkdragon

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2021-12-02 13:30:11 (UTC)

Special Eddy

My Son has requested Power of Attorney, no problem with that, I need to print the forms at the library and send them to him; hopefully today. I've been experiencing pressure in my head, right side and seemingly the exact same spot each time, it's disturbingly annoying. I had a full body x-ray not long ago and they found nothing abnormal.
Got to give roommate his rent, considered getting a place anywhere and leaving this apartment, we seem to be having disputes over control; I'm not trying to control him and he will never dictate to me. He would (subsequently) tell me that he didn't want to be alone, interesting, yet your Wife divorced you because you needed to control (as opposed to loving) her? There are times when we engage in heated disagreement, I remember in the beginning, him saying he was in charge; I was flabbergasted and asked what he was in charge of? I pay half the rent, you don't dictate to me, just had confrontation about me changing the cloth used to clean the bathroom sink; I merely replaced it with cloth from a towel I dissected because the one that was there seemed dirty. He had a problem with that, I have a problem with him not cleaning up after himself, you use the sink; leave nothing in or on it. How hard is it to rinse and wipe a surface? I'm still trying to figure out how he gets the mirror so dirty, you don't look at the sink to see that it needs rinsing to remove hairs that fall from you, or the splatter from the mirror above the sink?
I'd begun checking hotel costs, I'd have to pay twice as much per month to leave this apartment and that's not going to happen, I'm also hoping to put my car on the train to Florida; it's supposed to only take a day to get there. We both went to the Masjid for prayer last night, I thought he wanted to complain to the administrators, don't know what he'd be able to say to them; they were witnesses to his failed marriage and it was less than peaceful. The woman's Brother, paid for this man to go to Africa to marry his Sister, the marriage may have lasted 4 years; divorce was initiated and the Brother took his Sister away.
With that being said, the Brothers that sent me to this Brother witnessed the previous events concerning the failed relationship, this should have prompted them to sit with this man and try to find solutions to the serious problems he (apparently) happens to have. A discussion should have ensued to determine what went wrong, pretty sure the behavior of the Wife couldn't have been the issue, this man has gotten aggressive with me; that only made me get closer to him (physically). He'd like to believe that his size puts everything in his favor, he is so wrong. Anyone that has ever trained to fight can read an opponent, seeing the strengths and weaknesses and waiting for an opportunity
to capitalize and end the altercation. Some of the things he does when he get's angry, I've never witnessed before, it's like he loses touch with reality briefly and he seems to be in an alternate universe where people make faces at one another instead of throwing punches.
I remember the last fight I had, Michael Ratliffe in Boston, I think I had just become a teenager; 1967 and I was 13.
I went to the bank to get cash for my tax preparer, I was surprised by a transaction I knew nothing about, I get a lot of calls from companies that want to offer me extended coverage on my car; it's a 2015 and no I don't want coverage on a second hand car. I told them that I knew absolutely nothing about the transaction and I certainly didn't authorize it, I'm on a fixed budget and not in the habit of spending frivolously; I buy groceries/gas and pay rent! Extra coverage on a used car, no, we drive til it dies!
It's a wonder I didn't have an accident today, my attention was scattered and I hadn't been downtown in far too long. It's been quite some time since it last rained and the thunder is quite loud, I didn't lock my car because the alarm went off this morning and I had a hell of a time getting it to turn off, the remotes are quite old and I can't get new batteries for them; the Wife and I tried years ago. I was supposed to go to FedEx after downloading power of attorney forms, hopefully I'll be able to do that tomorrow.
My relationship with the roommate has gotten better, he really doesn't want to be alone, I on the other hand don't mind being with myself and I almost left him here alone.




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