Slowly descending into madness
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2021-12-02 12:24:46 (UTC)

Should see a therapist?

For December, after my final exams, I wanted to get some time off for me. My busy schedule has been killing me. I want to take at least 1 week off.

I missed offline exams a bit. Missed the panic and studying really hard. I kind of love it, then again I love working so that I don’t have time to think.

Whenever I have time to reflect on what's really going on, I break down. I also break down when someone expresses their love for me. Part of me thinks I don’t deserve it. And it feels so suffocating. Does it mean that I'm traumatised? Now that I'm writing about it, I'm crying, it hurts. I should probably talk to a therapist about it.