Karma Rose

My Secret Thoughts
2021-11-29 07:39:00 (UTC)

Sex Talk

Dear stranger,

It's been a while. I'm sure you've missed me. Well, what have I been up to you may ask? Welllllll, Caden found a new job at a warehouse and has been doing it full-time. He works there 10 hours a day from 3AM to 1PM or 2PM and sometimes waits longer for his sister to get off work too since she doesn't have a car. He picks his siblings up from school. Goes to sleep at 8PM. We only send each other a few texts here and there... but I miss him. I miss him A LOT. I daydream about getting that stable, full-time job and due to all the hard work I have been putting in, I have no doubt that it won't happen. Once I have a full-time job, I want him to work less- heck, if he wants, I want him to go to college if he'd like. Work part-time or whatever. I just want to spend more time with him. Get married. Live in a home. Watch TV together. Read mangas together. Lay my head on his lap while I'm doing work on my phone. As long as we are both doing our best and are able to pay the bills, then I'm sure we will be a happy couple.

His birthday is on December 5th and I have his present all ready! I got him the same lunch pack that I have but black, put all his favorite snacks in it, and put in a car phone holder since the one he has now is broken. I'm currently working on the card and I'm going to put some good ol' fashion coupons, along with a condom. A coupon could be giving him a blowjob for 15 minutes. Ooooorrrrr letting him take me out to an overnight adventure (since I'm pretty touchy about that because of my dad). Anyways, I'm pretty excited to hang out with my boyfriend soon and to cuddle and stuff. Gosh, I feel so loved.

I've never really had sex in car until earlier this month... a couple of times. Gosh, I feel like a sex offender just from typing this. When we would hang out, he would drive to my house, take me to Walmart or to some fast-food restaurant, hang out in the parking lot and we would make out like crazy in that parking lot. Now don't you worry your pretty little face- we didn't have sex in that parking lot exactly. He and I were thinking about places we could go to have sex where there weren't going to be any people. I looked it up and the most popular option was apparently a church? LMAO. Well, we both agreed that we for sure weren't going to do that. So I told him we should check out the local library parking lot. There were no cars. It was the middle of night. Dark. It was nice.

Also, I tried anal for the first time. Very interesting. I got a bad stomach ache one night and I think it was because he and I did anal. Also, soon after doing it, when I would be walking, my legs would feel shaky and like I was about to collapse. I looked it up and apparently it's normal.

Well, this was a lot of talk about sex. I've also had two panic attacks and numerous breakdowns since then as well. A story for another time. Until next time.

Yours truly,
Karma Rose




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