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2021-11-24 17:33:52 (UTC)

Weird 'walking on eggshells' day...

I had a feeling when I woke up...this was gonna be a odd day....I heard my son go out this morning to start his truck..before leaving to work...I got up then...about 5:30...instead of making my pot of coffee in here...I started the pot in the kitchen my husband leaves...before he goes to bed. I know he would be asleep a while...so I can drink his half pot and fox another one for him.....I stayed in there....more room...a nice change to be able to sit at my desk...and use my large Apple..desktop.....I scanned a couple sheets getting use to using my Canon Scanner...it is so different than the Brother...I really liked that Brother...once I got use to it....hoping the same will happen with the new Canon. I really needed to use it today....

One...I called to cancel the knee replacement. I know I know...after giving it some thought....and realizing that my knee rarely bothers me now...a days...although I do stay off my feet more...and maybe that is what I need to be doing....I have lost weight also...which probably has contributed to the knee feeling better. We have so much going on right now...and I really thought I would try this new behavior...to help the knee...and instead...call the dentist to start the teeth pulling thing...so, I had to scan my dental card to send to the dentist....who later called me to say they are not n my NETWORK....my insurance is a HMO...or some shit...I had to go online to their sit to search my area for dentist who are in my network. So, I have one...my son use to go too...they are not open until Dec 6th..so I have a note to call them then...set up an appointment to check into it....I will be glad to have that over...my breath could wake up a deadman...for real...and it has to be my teeth..plus...one fell out.....time for dentures..if we can work it out.

So...all that is done.

Be changes...to my plans.

My daughter called...one of her closings is extended...she has to go back to Chapel Hill a couple more times...and she needed me to deposit some funds into her checking account....which I gladly did...I will get it back when she closes....I had to get up..go to the bank...which was fine...no school today..so the traffic was lite. She told me that someone else got the house....so..they are still looking. I thought they had it...but apparently the managment company was just taking applications...so...I told her that maybe this was God's way of giving them more time...she can do that lawyer thing....get advice...first...save more money....I asked her if she is still paying car payments...for the girls cars...at least two of them...and yes...she is. She can pay the cars off...easy...and then start saving for her move....I told her she should hold off...unless it gets dangerous....and we started talking about him...

she said he has not been looking for a job and is "bitter" toward her....for having him "committed" last time...( "last time"? ) and that is on his record...which prevents him from getting interviews for some jobs....so...now...he is blaming her...for this...I told her just to keep doing what she is doing...stay calm....save her money..

but later...I got curious and asked her just what happened that caused her to have to have him committed....
she explained that he got up to get water or something in the kitchen.....all of them were in the bed...already....he stepped in dog pee...and went off....screaming and pitching a fit...she got up quickly to see what was going on...and he had already turned to a "madman...with the look on his face....that she knows...he is in a different zone...mentally...she screamed....in her face...."I WILL KILL ALL OF YOU AND THEN MYSELF"....screaming about the dog pee...he had stepped in....so, she calmly backed away...stepped in rooms where the girls were...to tell them to get up..get in the car....and wait on her....which they all did...as quietly as they could...he did not even know they had left...she went straight to the police department and had him committed...after they heard her story...and suggested it....so, they come into the house...into the bedroom...woke him up....and took him to the hospital...I remember he was there a couple weeks...and seemed to be doing better afterwards....

it was today I heard this story for the first time....and my whole day....my mind....the fear inside of me....grew each waking moment....this day is almost over and I am still feeling something an't right....and I have already told her that she and the girls...can "come home". I told a few weeks ago....to "just come home"...we will figure it out....you know....what the hell...

now...all of us are celebrating the Holidays...once again...alone...us here...them there...his parents wherever they go...and that is about it. This will be the last one though...the last one we spend separately....because they are already talking about celebrating the holidays...in their minds...they are all excited about the move....I hope she realizes...she needs to save her money and explain to the girls too...that is what they need to do.....so every one will have to walk on egg shells...a little longer....but our door is open...if they need to land here a while.....

my guns are loaded too.....and if he fucks up his life...by harming my girls...I will give that son of a bitch a class in hunting he loves so much...I will hunt him down...like no other...and he will bleed out...where I find him....it won't be pretty.

I might shove some egg shells down his throat too....just for the sake of....muth'a fucker....

That's it...I will start pushing the COME HOME thing...again to be sure...everyone knows...it is a real offer.

more later...


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