The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-11-18 08:02:57 (UTC)

Tired & Nervous.

It's 2am and later tonight I have my appointment.
Right now I'm tired and feeling a little nervous.
I have been on and off sleeping when I do "sleep"
so my sleep schedule is bonkers.
I want to sleep again.. But I feel like if I don't try to shower now.
I won't take one later today.
Taking showers has been a struggle lately.
Mostly because I'm having issues standing still.
And feel wobbly when I try to.
Which has caused me to be anxious when I try to shower.
Never use to be in a issue for me before..

So I dread taking showers now.
And I use to shower like EVERY day.
Every single day I'd shower.
That's when you know something is wrong with me.
When I don't shower every day.

So for i'll pretend that nothing is wrong me.
And just relax until later this evening.




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