The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-11-06 22:07:32 (UTC)

I did not go to the emergency room... But something still feels off....

I decided not to go to the emergency room. I was very tempted to. But both times they told me my blood work came back "normal." But who knows... They could have just been lying to me ... So i don't know...

I do still feel like SOMETHING is off though. I didnt want to go to the emergency room again and just have them tell im "fine" I think having this vertigo has caused me to have some kind of panic disorder.... I start to hyperventilate really badly...im aware of whats going on... I try to calm myself, and tell myself, ueverything is going to be ok.. But when I get like this... It feels as if i could die....ive been anxious in the past before.... But not like this... Ive never had so much anxiety In the past few months.... Im just scared it will get bad again like how it was in the beginning.. Whatever is going on here...
Is really getting in the of me enjoying things. And doing things i enjoy... I cant even clean my damn room half the time...


Ugh... This whole panicking over stupid stuff. is really getting on my nerves to be quit honest.




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