I Hate Middle School
Goddamn it. So there's this kid in a few of my class, Zeke, and I don't know why but I just really wanna be friends with him T^T. It's not like I have a crush on him. Plus, he's gay so even if I did nothing would come of it. I just really want to be friends with him. We're in a Language arts group together with two other kids already but nothing much has come of it and I'm in his health class where we're doing a group project on bullying and we can either work alone or with another person. I so fucking badly just wanted to ask him but my stupid ass chickened out! And then a few minutes later I had the chance to ask him again BUT I DIDN'T!!! What the hell is up with me!? He totally would have said yes too if I had just asked him. Aaaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhhh! I'm thinking maybe after class I can ask him if he's not too far in his project but I feel like that would be weird. Guess I'll just do my project alone thennnnnn. Wow, I am so hopeless.
(update from a few days later: we did end up doing the project together and it was fun and complete chaos, yay!)