nerd™

the anger games
2021-10-30 00:37:21 (UTC)

day 1713. suffering is a choice <3

so deeply sad it physically hurts. i want to cry but En is still awake and would 100% notice. it's so pathetic that im too scared to show a shred of emotion. im not even sure why im scared i just know that no one has to know. idk for how much longer i can keep bottling it up. im so so tired. no one has any idea how bad it is and it's all my fault. i can't tell them. i can't do anything but stay in bed and imagine how different things would be if i could just say what i wanted to say.




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