👁️ Hot Chilli Lippy 👁️

Through the Looking-Glass
2021-10-21 22:03:31 (UTC)

Oh, dear GOD!

Mega busy work day, and taxi mum for my daughters dentist appointment, where she is now getting braces, then rushed back to get dinner on for her and get ready for my second date with Mr. Fuckable. Not only that but THEN the stalker returned and oh my fucking GOD, he just does not take NO as a word in his vocabulary. Only ONE day without him sending good morning messages while I gave him silence….well enough was enough…..

He sent another long heartfelt message to me and I responded as I need him to get it into his chavaunistic skull I am NOT interested. Yes, you can say just block him but he is unhinged and will not stop, he didnt know my address but knows the village I live in. Not hard finding me and I hike a lot and he knows it. So I needed to tell him to back off, be as clear as possible, direct. This is the conversation:

I replied to his second long love message today:
Me: No, thank you
IT: Why not, T***. Despite you, I think we can work out all misunderstandings.
Me: I’ve already been through this with you
IT: May I call you?
Me: No
IT: When shall I call you then?
Me: I’d rather you didn’t
IT: No, please. Don’t be harsh. Let me know what time?
Me: No, I’m out tonight.
IT: Dating?
IT: I thought and hoped to put an end to all the searches
Me: What I am doing is my business.
IT: Sure. I was hoping I’ll be playing a small part on that business T***
Me: No
IT: Why not? Why are you giving me no all the time? Our hearts are togeather why are not accepting this so we can move on together? You think you can find a better person than me?
Me: I don’t look, men find me and like me for me.
IT: So do I. Why are you rejecting me?
Me: That’s already been discussed
IT: Oh come on
IT: Give me a second chance
IT: Don’t you believe in second chances?
Me: Not with you, no
IT: You haven’t even tried me, how can you say that? You don’t know me honey or at least fully.
IT: You know that we’re connected before we met
Me: Leave me alone
IT: Can I call you now?
Me: NO
IT: Ok, is that what you really want?
IT: Why are you so annoyed. I apologised for my behaviour and I don’t understand why you ar not accepting it!!
Me: Because I do not want to accept it
IT: Ok but you need to consider it so I can feel better at least
Me: I don’t have to consider anything
IT: Ok, you are a tough girl to please.
IT: Shall I call you later on?
Me: Are you crazy?
Me: I never requested you to please me. Stop.
IT: Yes looks like I am crazy
IT: Especially about YOU!

Then when out on my date with Mr. Fuckable the Persian shit-stain sends a text

IT: Can I call?

I wanted to rip his throat out, so after my date I reply.

Me: No you can’t
IT: Did you notice its a full moon?
IT: Be a bit nice to me. Don’t reject me so easy all the time
Me: I’ve already said it won’t work
IT: I’m sorry but no you dont know that. You’re just resentful and I’m trying to make it up to you but only if you allow me to and open up.
Me: Of course, I know. I know my boundaries and understand myself very well and you are not a part of anything to do with me and will never be.
IT: Let me in please
IT: You won’t regret it

I gave up at that point. Fcuking debbie downer he is….

Anyway, my second date with Mr. Fuckable went alright….he has decided he likes me so much he needed to TELL me things. Things he lied about and how he feels about he place with ‘us’….Oh, and he brought his dog to the pub too, who was very cute but I couldn’t help thinking he was doing all he could to soften me up and pull me in…

Firstly, he needed to tell me he lied about his age. Now all I can say is this man is the spitting image of Mel Gibson, I tell NO lies…..his eyes, nose, lips, face, like identical almost its uncanny…..obvs he isnt Mel Gibson lol…fuck that, as much as I think Mel Gibson is fookin HOT….he is a wicked horrible man to women. Anyhoot, he tells me he is older than 44 but it made no difference to me as he is in amazing shape and doesn’t look his age at all. Plus, I like older men so I was quite pleased with that news lol…Next was his sons ages….the youngest is 18 the eldest 30. He had them in his twenties with his ex wife……well the first ex wife! The next news was he has been married twice ……and well it went on from there. He proceeded to compliment me, look at me in that way a man does when he is beginning to fall for you, and told me about his wealth, his plans to travel hinting for me to go with him.

Problem is he is very highly sexed like me and throws in innuendos and comments which piss me off….I might be a ravenous lioness wanting her meat but still I am not bitch on heat in the early dating days around someone I would like to know more, I keep my integrity but seduce and tease until the need has built so strong when we do fuck, its electric.

Anyway, the night went well and we laughed and chatted and he rested is hand inside my knee, sitting very close to me. It felt nice actually, affectionate. He was a gent and paid for the drinks, I offered to by him a drink but he insisted he buys. As we were leaving I leant against the closed boot of my car and he leant in and kissed me, we kissed some more, he put his hand under me top feeling my back, hips and arse before moving his hand beneath my knickers, I let him have a quick feel then removed his hand. He is so eager to be inside me….

Chinese dude messaged me literally 15 minutes after my date ended lol, “So, how was your date!?” I said, “It went well, he brought his dog.” He says, “Oh, that old chestnut, haha. Okay, well when you’re free let me know and I’ll call for the full update.” I reply, “lmfao, alright then. Not tonight though.” He said, “Okay, tomorrow it is.”

Phil said, the Persian shit stain guy wants a visa…that’s why he is so persistent …LMAO…..he may well be right!!!

Right I’m offski, need my sleep
Over & Out xx




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