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2021-10-20 06:44:00 (UTC)

Early new morning Same old complaint

Such a struggle to get out of bed. Not talking to the big girl, irritated with the small girl and God help me with hubby. This day is gone down shit street already and I haven't even greeted the sun yet. So nervous about this CCMA thing. It could go either way. I need this to go right...I NEED it all to start going right. 5 months of Covid,nearly this why I survived, to still be on my knees with my head in my hands. I just wana feel normal. Well whatever normal is. I've never felt anything but this constant fear, constant hopelessness, constant traffic in my head