O Hell NO!!! Never another tantrum like today. Something seriously wrong with me to lash out like that. It's tiresome, draining, I wana close my eyes n preferably wake up anywhere but here. Why do I always gotta use my hands n then think about things after???? Wait... I'm not sorry... I don't regret it...I just wish I had more control over it. Now I'm sore, I'm irritable AND angry. Bad combo...