Screened_in_porch

Dailylog2021
Ad 2:
Try a new drinks recipe site
2021-10-15 06:08:42 (UTC)

FRIDAY run from SATAN or STAND UP TO HIM?

So, here we are again. Another Friday. It will be a lovely day here in North Carolina. I am excited to have a free schedule so I can catch up on some things I have needed to do. This morning, I woke up at 1:30 am again, but I did not stay up, I laid back down and managed to sleep until around 4:00. A fresh pot of coffee and a CBD gummy to start my day...I was starting laundry. First of three loads washing right now. Nothing much as far as house work is really needed to be done. My doing a little of this or that each day keeps that stuff caught up. However, I know I need to mop again soon; but frankly, I do not feel like that is a good idea. But I may jump on it unexpectedly at any moment on another day....in the early a.m. It is now about 7:15, I have showered, lotioned up, sorted and started some clothes, made up the bed, opened some windows, finally watched a couple shows I had recorded including the winner of the St. Jude 4 bedroom, 3 bath in Union county. I fast forwarded to the end....and no, I did not win it. But some guy in Charlotte did. I hope he is excited as I would'a been and enjoys that place. After seeing the decor I probably would have had to change some things. That decorator seemed off line for todays trends. Anyway....I have no room to talk.

I still have some piles of clutter yet, very organized clutter....my clutter almost looks like a well planned art piece.

"Not really clutter, this is Art" <----- I should make a sign.

Adding, making a sign to my list. LOL

The worse thing for me about yesterday is this...getting ready to go. Yeah. I have lost weight. I have! I swear! I figured I had better try on a pair of jeans...I did not have a skirt to wear that would match any of my tops appropriate for the skirts...so...I could not wear a skirt. I thought I would be wearing the smaller size of jeans...but no. I am still wearing the larger size...and that size feels a bit tight. I hate tight pants. I refuse and I mean I REALLY REFUSE to purchase that next larger size. FUCK THAT SHIT! I will continue to wear a damn dress...or skirts. I do not get it....these girls pay thousands of dollars to have their tails blown up like basket balls...sticking out there and from the back...if you were standing behind them, you could set your laptop, or book...or whatever...on their butt...using it as a table. WHEN DID THAT BECOME ATTRACTIVE? Shit. no, my butt does not look like that....when I say, "butt", I am just referring to my rear end. Nothing nasty. It is just too big to fit in pants I have....it is actually flat. The damn part that causes the probably is my SANTA CLAUSE SIZE STOMACH....and I an't kidding. I look like that guy who sits at the bar everyday after work until midnight....with the BEER GUT!!! If I could move part of it to the back side...just a small amount...and remove all of the rest.....a girl can dream...right?

Get this...I am in the shower...this morning. I need to put on that Hormone patch afterwards....I had to stand in front of our mirror to see where to put it. YES I SAID THAT! I can not see that part of my body....there is a STOMACH sticking out hindering my view. God, I can not believe I am admitting all this. Please don't judge.

I been riding my BIKE.....and using the arm strength bands....I have been rocking that shit too....I could probably knock someone out with one punch. I carried in several bags of groceries the other day...with one hand.....and it was not even sore later. I have strength....but this stomach is not going away.....gonna have to figure that out....

for now? Gonna wear dresses. I do not need to wear jeans anyway. :(

I will work on continuing a healthy diet....and fine tune it to be even better for my age...

My boobie is a little sore from all the pushing and probing...they did this for 30 minutes...taking photos....discussing it...right in front of me...I could see it too, looked like a small doughnut to me...pretty thick one too...now, today....that part of the boob is sore. So, I will be reminded of it for a while. "It" will not be used as an excuse to slow down....or to change anything. I do not "do" anything to change. We will do it again in 6 months...and go from there.

The bike is helping my knee get stronger and not hurt so much. Not using the cane hardly at all..these days...so, there is that. Good news. I can put off knee replacement and the gel shots if this continues...

Now, I can focus on possibly getting these teeth out of my mouth...and get dentures..implants or whatever works to replace them. Wearing that damn mask so long during the procedure yesterday only reminded me that my breath is disgusting which has to be from the teeth. And can not be good for the rest of my body....so the teeth has to go. In the mean time...I will continue to tan...I will continue to let my hair grow....and maybe learn something new.

I have a sewing machine....but I am not gonna design clothes...lord, I can barely thread it. But...I can make purses...and aprons....I kind'a want to make aprons...and will start looking into that. Patterns...maybe or buy some different styles and take them apart...to make patterns then...sew them back together. Not sure where this will go...but it would be good for me to have more to do in between "closings". You know...I saw a site where I can have cloth made with our company logo on it. So, what if I make Aprons..big enough for a man or woman to wear....guys like to cookout....hell, my man cooks in the kitchen or out on the grill.....my son n law too....I could make Aprons with out logo...and this would be a tax deduction. Hmmmmmm

Anyway.....you are all caught up....and I do want to thank those who reached out to me with kind words...and encouragement. Appreciated more than you can know....

Leaving you with this....been hearing alot about evil and how Satan is actually being worshiped...more these days...as he pulls in more to his congregation.....the following are some words...lyrics...from a song I wrote just for times like this...


Are YOU Satan
Or just working for him....
Well did he send you here....
did he send you here...
to create some sin ????

"You walked right in...said you knew me well....
You didn't tell anyone that you came from HELL....

I figured out what you trying to do
.. it won't be long before I am rid of you....
My Angels Are watching you...

My Angels Will know what to do..
And it won't be long before you see...
you can't do a damn thing to me...

My Angels Are Watching you....
My Angels Are Watching you....



Ad:0
Digital Ocean
Providing developers and businesses with a reliable, easy-to-use cloud computing platform of virtual servers (Droplets), object storage ( Spaces), and more.