Wonderlust

Life Without A Map
2021-10-13 02:14:32 (UTC)

Psycho and I Broke Up

I guess I can skip all the drama that went down over the last few months with Kelli.

Before Friday afternoon we had been staying in an extended stay motel in Rockport. As far as we knew, CPS was going to pay for our room till we got into our apartment. (The application was being processed)

Anyways, come about 1:30 in the afternoon we were told by the motel that they weren't going to pay. Instead, they were going to just drop by with a gas card.... Ummm...okay???

Not knowing what else to do.. I said to just come back to my old apartment where my son and ex husband were living.

It wasn't ideal, but I figured that it was better than a shelter.

I've done shelters many times in my past, and homegirl ain't playing that game ever again.. especially if there's another option.

So... We come back, my ex was understanding and let us in.

The next couple days were fine... Until last night...

She wanted to do a BBQ... but was tired. Also she wanted to go watch the sunset, and included both my ex and son in all of it. I was happy... But I guess she felt obligated or something?? I don't know

All I know is that the whole time we were there she was screaming at Kylee..cussing and calling her stupid.. amongst other things.

It pissed me and everyone else off because Kylee wasn't doing anything wrong, and poor girl was crying..and getting into trouble for it.

Then on the way home, she went psycho and started saying how she was gonna run people over for not using a crosswalk...then actually sped up and acted as if she was really going to do it... Scared the shit out of everyone.

I held my breath and bit my tongue. I don't know at this point what she is capable of. Didn't want to piss her off even more.

But then when we got back to the house to do the BBQ, she started complaining that my ex is such a fat ass, and my son is fucking lazy because he doesn't have a job at 18.

I'm still biting my tongue because I'm a little afraid. She did just try to run over a pedestrian.. But I had planned on talking to her today after she had some adequate sleep. (She hadn't slept since we left the motel)

Well...she didn't sleep, and this morning her face was just blank. I asked her what was wrong. She with a sad pouty sleepless face said nothing.

I'm still upset from last night... So I let it go. She said she had to go get Kylee's meds from the pharmacy. (She has an ear infection)
When she got home, she asked if the meds should be refrigerated. I told her that it wasn't specified on the bottle, but it probably wouldn't hurt.
Her response... I don't want to take up too much space. 🙄 To which I rolled my eyes and said whatever..

She then snapped at me saying not to worry she would be gone all day. She was supposed to work, but later she texted saying they told her not to come in because she was sick.. and then apologized and asked me to put a blanket and pillow out on the porch so she could go sleep in her car somewhere. 🤔 Okay.

So...I did. Not yet understanding what her problem is. I figured she would get some sleep and then give me a heads up.

Nope. A little bit later she texts me asking if I still want to be Kylee's caregiver. And if I wanted her to just find a place to stay.. or if she should come get her daughter.

So.. okay...I guess we are done?? I'm confused, but okay with it because I wanted to end it anyways. I figured it was safer if she did it after all that went down last night.

As far as being Kylee's caregiver..I told her it probably wouldn't be a good idea. I hate not seeing her anymore, I love that little girl, but it just would be a bad idea.😔

So later she starts texting saying that I more or less broke up with her in my sleep. Apparently...she tried to touch me and I slapped her. Then told her she is not my family and that I was sick of her shit, and a bunch of other stuff I don't remember saying or doing, but can't deny that is what I wanted to say and how I felt.. So ?? I let her go.

Earlier tonight, she was texting and trying to make up. I told her I just can't do it anymore. She is too much.

She has left a crap ton of things at my house including two dogs, one of which she bought for me, a little Tea Cup Chihuahua, a cat, and two hamsters..

She wants the dogs back when she gets into a place. I doubt that she will come for any of them though.

I have no problem keeping the dogs, but the cat and the hamsters...I don't know what to do with.

It's sad...I will mourn the loss of her daughter and the pup she gave me more than I will her.

I really hope I never see her again.




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