I'm not okay with that feeling.
And I'm not okay with how this looks. How I looked.
Why am I limiting myself on basis of race? Along with culture that I was never able to understand anyway.
Why can't I enjoy what I enjoy.
I've never felt romantic attraction.
I've felt adoration towards fictional characters and roles played by actors, but nothing more than that.
All I've ever talked about before was the potential I had to love someone, not actively doing so.
I am never, I do not intend to..