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Through the Looking-Glass
2021-09-29 21:52:02 (UTC)

Hubba Hubba

My day started miserably, the moment I awoke I had numerous negative thoughts going through my mind, demolishing thoughts, attacks on myself and with every shit thought,I naturally counteracted it with a good thought of myself…it was a battle of my love for who I am and my ego being a massive cunt. Needless to say, my most deepest of thoughts, epiphanies and successful ideas all come from when I am having a pee in the toilet. LMAO…it’s true, I’ve no idea why, always happens. I’m a weird one.

But my day changed rather drastically, my sense of self and confidence sprung back within less than an hour. I was back on the horse, on form and it all started from the brisk air and sunshine seeping through the chilly morning dew. Ahhhh, nature, you’re a beautiful fucker aren’t you? Always my re-evaluation, my balance and knocking me back into myself. Love yoooou!

My phone began to ping, ping and ping more…..it was the dating app. I’ve been back two days and already been asked on five dates! And have ongoing conversations with more. I’ve not said yes to anybody, I’ve told them I would like to know more about them first.

I’ve done a lot of good by humanity with spirit over my time, and it would seem that karmic flows tend to hit the best of the people who cause me emotional harm. Hate to say it, but its a recurring occurrence. Someone, does me wrong and the shit hits the fan, I do nothing. I don’t involve myself in the karmic manipulation of its flow…well very rarely, lol. But my sadness last night and my brutal psychological attack on my self-esteem then and this morning, proved to be a catalyst for a huge push in karmic flow in Tim’s direction. He had been banned (not deleted) but banned from POF and Tinder by the company! Hahahahahahahahaha! I now because he text me a shitty message saying, “Yeah, thanks for reporting my profile and getting me banned on POF and Tinder, pathetic and sad.” To which, my eyes lit up when i see it grinning and then thinking, hang on? Tinder? You never mentioned you were on Tinder, you spineless little dewb. Well, it wasnt me! I never reported him. So i respond and say, “Hi Tim, it highly likely you have sent me the message above then blocked me, so I can’t an;t respond because that is the way you roll but just so you know, I never reported your profile AND I have never used or had Tinder ever. You’ve got the wrong person, pal. You’re of course welcome to apologise when you’ve swallowed your pride but if you don’t, I won’t be surprised. Take care.”

Lmao, that news cheered me up no end and I smiled up to the heavens during my countryside hike for my lunch break today……whew that wind today was phenomenal amongst the trees, I loved it, the energy was fierce and I sucked it all up into me and drew back my energy from Tim and the places we visited. I was revitalized and back on form….

And so……as my journey continues, I have already met a fucking hot, slightly disheveled guy. Oh my god, when I see him and his dark hair, beard and hairy chest peeking out from his t-shirt I was wet…hubba hubba….He asked me to go on a date with him. I’ve reigned it though lol, I am not a 100% in man admiring mode just yet, but he is keen. He is 46, 12 months single from a 13 year marriage. He is on my WhatsApp now after we had exchanged a ton of voice notes on the dating app lol.

Other then that, two rich guys, property developer and ceo of engineer company are in conversations with me. A fit-as-fuck locksmith who came out a 16 yr marriage 2 years ago and some other guys too that are floating just outside my radar.

Onwards we go!





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