Slowly descending into madness
Yesterday I switched. Departments. In office where I work as an intern. I was working in logistics then I didn’t want to anymore. They had internal bullshit going on. My line manager was kind of replaced, more like demoted. I don’t have any energy to suit myself with new structure.
I switched to digital marketing. It was a good decision, I should have done it earlier. My new boss is fkn amazing. He swears a lot and is kinda childish. I like.
I came back home, I had dinner, washed the dishes, now wasting time. I had another manual diary but ma reads it. It fucking sucks when someone is up your ass the whole time but there's nothing to do ig.
Also got two t-shirts from my office UwU. Absolutely fkn love em!!
I sound so cheerful. I'm not. Everytime I close my eyes, I keep on thinking how could he do this to me? Was I totally worthless? My heart is still beating too fast. I want to give up but I can't. I wont.