My Boring Ass Life
I'm feeling a bit nervous right now, I'm currently in class right now. I have so much work to do but such little time, it's really overburdening, and I guess this mean I have bad time-management.
Last night I really tried to cry but I only cried for 20 seconds, better than nothing. I've so numb recently, I kinda want to hide in a hole and die. I really wanna die sometimes.
Today is Wednesday, I hate Wednesdays. Friday is my type of day, I like Fridays.
To be completely honest, I've always self-harmed and thought about suicide since I was young (like seven years old, I don't remember anything before that.) I don't know why I am like this, I've always been miserable and I'm starting to think I'll always be miserable. I hate my room, and I hate the weather today. I hate feeling guilty, or shame, or any emotion for that matter, I just hate feeling anything in general. Maybe that's why I'm numb but I also hate being numb.
Anyways, all I wanted to say... Is that I hate myself, and that's all. Bye!