miss mess

midlife implosions
2021-09-22 02:23:16 (UTC)

I deleted it

Today I went back to our journal to delete my response to him before he sees it. It was the right thing to do. My mind couldn't rest with knowing I'd given in and answered him. I am the one who asked for distance...i should adhere to it. Answering him doesn't help either of us.

At the moment, I feel better for deleting it, thus "appearing" stronger than I am. I don't know if I can KEEP doing it tho, if he continues to leave entries.