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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2021-09-21 19:29:31 (UTC)

I Have To Fight ❤️

I know I’ve needed to make some changes in my life, but if I’m being honest, I’m scared.
The future can be intimidating if you’re changing it and I don’t really know where to go next.
I’ve read all the inspirational stuff, listened to the motivational speeches, and had everyone telling me that I can do it..
None of that has made it easier or less overwhelming.
Who I want to be and where I want to go seems so far away, and I feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff mustering up the courage to step off into the unknown.
But I can’t keep living the way I have been..
Surviving day to day, fighting for the tiniest sliver of happiness while not having a purpose is a hard life to have in times like now.
I want more.
I need more.
I have to fight for more.
Everyone’s told me that I can do whatever I can put my mind to, but they’re not going there for me.
Only I can do what it takes to evolve..
And that terrifies me sometimes.
Stepping out of my comfort zone may be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but I don’t have a choice.
I can’t keep drowning in the waves of life
I have to learn how to start swimming.
I know I’m still going to fail, fall and stumble, but I’m realizing that’s okay- it’s part of the growth process.
I need to know which wrong ways not to go before I can find the right path to a better version of myself.
Truth is, I’ve been falling apart for so long, I don’t even know if I can put myself back together better anymore.
It’s easier to believe the bad stuff more than the good about yourself..
But I’m deciding to take the chance.
There’s more to life than rushing through, doing all the things, and never taking the time to enjoy it.
I know it’ll hurt, it’ll be uncomfortable, but I also know this:
It’ll be the best thing I’ve ever done..
And I deserve all the best in my life,
So today, I’m starting my changes to fight for my happiness,
One beautiful moment at a time.
For me, to me and always because of me,
Just the way I’ve always wanted to be.




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