I still have a pit in my stomach
And a bubble in my throat. I had a good long talk with my mom this morning and I talked to Jan. We talked about reinlistment and my school options. I love him so much and watching him grow as a person from high school has been so awesome. I'm so proud of him and I can't wait to see him grow more. I'm trying to look on the bright side and remember happy memories. I can't wait to make more.