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2021-09-14 15:27:02 (UTC)

Rambling again

Mood - not sure yet

First night shift back in work & damn my legs are killing me again. I've established l walk on average 8 miles,12.8 kilometres aprox 18,000 steps per shift. My legs should look like Kendall Jenner's but they resemble a british rugby players!! How does that happen & to think my youngest son is a personal trainer, l should be ripped. The only thing that is ripped at the moment, is the non existent muscles in my poor legs.

Another covid case at work although the previous 2 have made a full recovery. But don't worry i'm donned and doffed in my PPE's they're supposed to protect us care staff from this virus. As comforting as a chocolate T pot! I never signed up for this shit and to think l had to be vaccinated to keep my frigging job!! Who else is gonna look after these poor people. The care sector is failing as it is. The cut off date for those who work in care is looming to have had there first dose of christ knows what they're injecting us with to have it. We're short staffed as it is, oh sorry, Boris will allow the immigrants to come work here... blah blah blah arghh

Now l look like i'm racist towards those poor people. I'm not! Just annoyed at this f'd up system that is trying to control us and take away our rights. Now 12 to 15 yr olds, children can decide if they want this vaccination even against there parents consent. WTF!
Yes it is peoples personal choice, but our children...

Enough already.

I'm also back to 4-5hr sleep day patterns. See back at work one night and i've gone mad.

Him... you know the holy one that thinks its great ignoring me, is still ignoring me as such. Although he texted me good morning this morning. Mind you 3 more days until friday... He has all the gear and no idea but l love him.

Enough rambling as now i'm late for my shower. Sorry if my remarks have caused any offence.

Song for today..

Hate me by Blue October

'I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you'

Take care of you x