littleangel

kool tears and dreamz
2021-09-13 19:19:00 (UTC)

am i going insane

I think I'm going insane.
I haven't been sleeping well.. AND I'VE BEEN KEPT AWAKE BY MY THOUGHTS.

Their racing through my mind... sleeping is painful.
Am i going to be forgotten?
Am I waiting for something?

MAYBE I'M JUST FUCKING TIRED AND I NEED TO SLEEP FOR AT LEATS A DAY TO RECOVER A WEEK OF SLEEPING LATE.
How am I suposed to tell my parents that I'm tired and I want to sleep?
They think I do nothing.

I HAVE HOBBIES, OK?

I still have some time left before college consumes my life again.
I want to enjoy every little bit of it.
My vacations were small bc of extra exams.

I feel a pain in my chest. A metaphorical one, my cardiovascular system is excellent.
Guess I need to take a chill pill.
A reality escape.

But when the music stops... the fantasy ends.
I need to write more.
I hope that what I write is not in vain.




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