Lost for words at times
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2021-09-13 12:45:03 (UTC)

Monday - back to work day

Mood - Tired

How can l be tired, l have just had 17 days off work. The thought of going back is overwhelming though. I work nights, has a senior carer with clients that have mental health & physical disabilities. Hopefully the 2 cases of covid we had are fully recovered. Going back to the unknown is daunting.

Well he texted me this morning.
Good morning (my name) I don't want to lose you so we need to sort this out x
Really, you can give me the silent treatment all weekend and expect things to go back to normal. Thats all l got to say about that, as l don't know what l want anymore to be honest. I know he has alot to deal with but l can't keep making allowances. Dating a widower seriously is one of the most difficult relationships l have ever been in, and that doesn't account for his behaviour towards me anyway.

My song for today is
Alter Bridge 'watch over you'

"Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
And who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?"

Take care of you x