Tati

hysteria?

I would say that I've accepted the fact that my body isn't done changing, and that right now I'm basically fudging Frankenstein—which, isn't that just so cool—so I'm just gonna shut down the negative feelings surrounding it. Completely erase my face from my memory. Just be the thoughts and feelings, and once again disconnect from the person I see in photos or in the mirror. Cuz I have stuff I need to do using the energy I get from music and I can't lip-sync without thinking how fudging disgusting I looked in that one video. So I'm gonna drop it and focus on the reward in mind.