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2021-09-08 16:10:01 (UTC)

Everyday suicide seems like ..

Everyday suicide seems like the most obvious option. Or the most convenient.

I hate being here. I love everyone but I can’t deal with myself.

Living everyday just worrying constantly and exhausting myself is the worst way to live. I’m tired all the time. Always trying to find different ways to not think about anything. It’s inevitable though the thoughts will always catch up unfortunately.

Is that why people work? Is that why people are always making goals? To distract from the inevitable fact that nothing matters and we will all meet the same fate.

Does this sit right with most people why doesn’t it sit right with me. I feel like I took the red pill without my consent. I WANT the blue pill. I guess it’s one of those things you can’t take back. I’m tired of suffering. I thought life would be more than this.


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