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letters for myself
2021-09-03 02:17:04 (UTC)

if only - raveena

today was so tiring. i did nothing but it was tiring. i don't really feel like doing work right now. I'm gonna go to sleep and wake up early. its only been the second week and I find college frustrating. i got someone's number from my CS recitation...they were from taiwan which is pretty cool. still no friends tho. how do ppl make friends? i don't need to make friends...i just thought that in college I would make friends you know. ugh I need to stop with my expectations. it ruins everything. that hope for something else ruins things that you would enjoy otherwise you know?


...i know I didn't want to remember...him. but I did while reading a webtoon and got a little teary-eyed...yea I don't think I want to have those sort of feelings for someone anymore. i think that was enough experience for the rest of my life. unless someone exceptionally incredible and understanding and patient and with high EQ to balance my low EQ i think im good.




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