My Boring Ass Life
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Thinking about confessing to my crush.
Will I ever be happy...?
To be completely honest, in my previous entries I said I accepted that my crush didn't like me in that way, and that they were straight. However, its really hard sometimes to remind myself that that's the case. Like for example, a couple days ago I met my crush in person for like the last time in a long time and near the end of the time we spent together, I said that I will really miss her. She didn't say anything back so I just assumed my feeling were one sided, but later that night she texted me while I was brushing my teeth "I will miss you too (my name)".
Anyways so after that I was kind of like, so wow maybe she DOES actually like me. YAAAAAAA SO CHILE ANYWAYS. I've been going back and forth, with no luckk. Annndd I'm kinda thinking about just confessing, cause like whatever ya know since she leaving anyways, our relationship is already going downhill.
And so i've kinda decided in order to get rid of my feelings, I'm going to confess tomorrow at night or on Saturday via text. I know deep down she doesn't like me, but it hurts so much all this back and forth, it's tiring. Really tiring.
However I kinda want to confess right now... hmmm
Well that's all I have to say. Bye.