My Boring Life
Just started this journal a few days ago and I'm already writing two in a single day. Shocking. I wanted to add something.
After I posted my last entry, I decided to go back to bed. I was feeling depressed and was just ready to take a few sips of zzzquil and force myself into a 7 hour coma. But then I heard a few taps on the screen door. I almost ignored the knocks bc I didn't want to see anyone but I thought about the packages I'm expecting and decided to see who was here. It was Pinky.
I felt so gross answering the door. She must've thought I'm disgusting the way I look and smell today. She was so sweet though. I guess she's trying to start up a cleaning business in the area and just checking in around the neighborhood to see if anyone here needs to have things done around their houses. She looked into my gross living room and I felt so ashamed. I've let everything go and my home looks like a crack house or something bc it's such a mess. Not only is the house gross, I smell like absolute b.o. and stale beer bc I haven't showered in a few days. No wonder I'm alone.
She said she has cleaned homes for hoarders before and that no matter how bad I think it is, she has seen a bigger mess before, haha. I have to say, that made me laugh. Its gross in here but not like a hoarding situation. Unless you consider my beer can and liquor bottle collection on every surface hoarding but I'd be willing to part with it tbh. I wasn't really sure what I should do. I don't want her to see my home but it would be nice to be able to see the carpet again. Also would be nice to have a cute woman walking around here. I like to look at her, I can't lie. She has such a sweet smile. Don't think I'd mind having her around. She said she's been living on ramen noodles bc the move had her flat broke. I wanted to help and she wants to help me, so I said ok! I told her if she needs money today she could stop by around 4 this afternoon and she can do whatever she feels comfortable doing and I'd pay her on her way out. She was so happy, haha. She's coming back soon. It's probably a mistake bc no one should let another person see their home like this. It smells like something died in here. I guess I kinda feel like part of me died so maybe that's the stench 🤮. I figured telling her 4 would give me a few hours to clean myself and the house a little bit bc there are things here a lady doesn't need to see. I hope she doesn't find me repulsive after this.
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