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letters for myself
2021-08-28 16:07:27 (UTC)

tkm - boy pablo

yes the titles are the songs in my </3 playlist...I'm not creative enough to think of titles so whatever song is playing will be the title...duh. i should be doing my CS hw but its really easy since I have a background in python already. one thing I should be doing tho is taking lecture notes for lin algebra and chem. i hate chem!!! i wish I didn't have to take it but physics was filled and I need 4 lab credits...physic is required so I was just gonna take physics one and two but ldsjglkgd stupid ga tech. yes this is a ga tech hate page.

brooo for one of my recitation classes, the TA's name is Alex. my luck is great...why did I like someone with such a common first name ahjfkajkdal.

idk how to take care of plants but I have plant that is surviving on just marbles and water rn...am I supposed to change the water??? i want a cat but I can barely even take care of plants. i haven't seen your face since July 22nd, two days before my birthday. why couldn't you have met me on my bday??? i even asked you what time...how could you be so clueless? you texted me you hadn't gotten me a present...did it seem like I cared whether you got me a present or not? i just wanted to see you. you are so dumb for not even understanding me. you probably didn't even know how much I liked you. i need to stop crying over you. it sucks that we were complete strangers...i wont even get to run into you by chance. we probably wont even see each other again. i just hope you don't get too hurt...how were you always getting so hurt? but at the same time its nice that we are complete strangers, I wont run into you. i don't really have to move on, do I? i can technically continue to like you just from afar right? that would be better for me anyway.
you know I make the silly faces you used to make sometimes and laugh. everytime I make that bubble popping sound I think of you. I'm not really sure how to move on when all I can think of is you. i don't miss our relationship because that made me really anxious and gave me panic attacks, but I do miss you a lot. idk if that makes sense but yea.
dang bro I gave in and texted you...i told you to reject me so I can move on etc. but I swear this is a lil embarrassing. but hey if you never respond or respond with something shitty...i wont see you again so I can pretend it never happened right? ugh I swear I hate this so much................




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