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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2021-08-20 09:56:24 (UTC)

It's Ok Not To Be Ok ❤️

Listening to: I'm not ok - Citizen Soldier
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"Everyone wants a "Spiritual Woman" until she's pissed off. Now she's a witch & you're scared" hahaha so true! I been called this!
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Good Morning!☀️
That song above has been playing in my head for dayssss. I truly think it has to do with all that is going on in the world and my recent anxiety issues. While we are all going through something we have never known, I sure as fuck won't let this change me. Don't let it change you. We will get through this, together. It's ok not to be ok. I am here if anyone ever needs to talk.💜

It's FriYaY! One more short shift today and I am off until Thursday! Yay!
Slept better last night. I crawled in bed around 9:40 and fell asleep around 10 I believe. A much-needed good night's rest. Yehaw! lol I managed another extreme core workout and my abs are burning again lol. It feels really good. I love seeing what my body can do. I had my shower, morning tea with my yard bunny, and wrote in my gratitude journal. Same morning routine lol

Yesterday's break off social media was a success and I cannot help but think my good night's sleep was a reflection of that. So I am going to go for day 2! I cannot keep my head buried in what's going on in the world but I think a short break is needed. Last night I read a book I just purchased called "Stranger At The Lake". So far it's really good. Also, nothing beats days of just shutting out the world and just reading a good book. I own a kindle and a kobo but for me, I prefer good old-fashioned books. So much is based on technology that the appreciation of a good paperback or hardcover seems to be lost as everyone is now downloading digital books. For me? Going into Chapters or other book stores and browsing the aisles and finding a book to me is relaxing and a bit of spoiling myself moment. That is what I am going to go do this afternoon, head to Chapters and buy myself a few new books. My shrink brought this idea to mind as my anxiety has had me selecting ones from Amazon to avoid going out and we all know Jeff Bazos doesn't need more money. Local stores do.

I am feeling a bit more positive today than I have been lately. I am seeing the light again. I can take a deep breath again. I am feeling more myself. This recent anxiety was no joke. Yes, I saw it a lot in the past in my career and I have struggled with anxiety before but this was to a whole new level. Crippling at times. So a day of happiness is so welcomed. I am not sure if it's the meds or the break from social media that's doing it but I think both. Professionally I know it's too soon for the full effects of the anxiety meds I am on but I do feel they are working at the bare minimum.

Not much else to say so I will share a tarot read from my trusted reader. This one does not resonate with myself so I hope it resonates with some of you.
💜A relationship is going through a transformation in the way you both communicate with each other. Perhaps you've recently heard from someone after a long time and they are now putting in more effort speaking to you. Perhaps, you have asked for better communication in a current relationship so that you can experience more harmony here. Either way, your wish is being granted and you are both committed to working through any issues and be honest with each other. There's transparency entering this connection and from these healthy discussions, you will find that things start to move much quicker.
💜Secondly, some of you are pursuing a career in teaching, life coaching, or as a guide in a field, you have expertise in. You have questioned whether this is the right thing to do but I can see a mother hen with little chicks following her so you're being encouraged to do what you feel guided towards. Trust you will attract the right following and embrace your amazing teaching skills. If this is a career change, then work hard to pursue the new path because it feels very exciting. It may be hard work at first but it'll soon pay off. You'll feel better for the change and your soul will be at peace.💜

Have a beautiful day!💜




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