My Boring Ass Life
A small rant
I always make other people upset and I don't know why. I try so fucking hard.
Like today I was texting a friend, and they opened up to me. I tried really fucking hard to reply with the correct response. I read over their messages twice, I searched up how to reply, and I checked over what I was going to send. I don't know how this fucking happens. She wasn't upset, just disappointe
d. God I wanna die.
Lately in my life, it seems like everyone is upset with me and maybe I'm doing something wrong.
I have the urge to run away from my problems. To just block all my friends' contacts, to pretend they don't exist. I want to hide in my room forever and never leave. I don't want to do anything. Everything is just so stressful.
I try and try to get the correct response but nothing ever works, it's like it's fate. Fate to be a failure. I hate everything. I hate everything. I really do. I really fucking hate everything, even myself.