Shit I Write Down
There's just so much going through my mind right now, it's hard to focus on one thing. Lately, I have been seeing so many instagram posts of my cousin and her fiancé traveling the world. Makes me want to drop everything and travel. I was talking to my cousin about wanting to travel and she told me "You can, you just have to do it!" But since I don't have a job right now, that's off the list for now. That's why I need to get a job and grind to get money and save up. I really want to see my sister again in New York. At the same time I want to move out. I want my own apartment, my own space, and my own peace. I know I am in no rush but at the same time I really want to start my own life. I have never been this motivated or inspired to want to do so much.