Kim

catkrazylady67
2021-08-14 00:21:35 (UTC)

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I was chatting online with a female friend last night about David and how he was acting and she said it sounded like he wanted to talk to me I think maybe he's afraid to approach me. I feel his pain. I'm afraid of our first contact too and how it will go. My instincts are telling me he will kiss me....maybe that's why he's scared to talk to me because he wants to kiss me. I keep feeling that it's going to get intimate fast. I keep thinking that he's going to call me or approach me and ask to see me at the end of his shift which I think is somewhere between 4 and 6 am. Not a problem. I'll have to get up and put my dentures in. If it's closer to 6 I'll have time to shower before he comes by....I'm sorry I just don't want to smell like funk when he comes. Its Friday the 13th which is good luck for us witches. It's been quiet. I've only got $5 left after getting some sodas and getting 2 of my scrips this afternoon. At least I'm good for a little bit. I've manic depression and without those meds I'll committ suicide blood pressure pills and insulin are no brainers. I spent every night last month on the phone with the suicide prevention hotline trying not to hurt myself. I got dangerously close one night. When David comes back I'll have my family, him and his daughter Lilly. I love both of them so much.




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