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2021-08-10 02:40:47 (UTC)

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I blocked him. I just couldn't go through it. It already sucks that I see him enough at work. I mean didn't I learn my lesson last time about liking a guy that I work with. It always go horribly wrong. And I be right every time.

I wasn't in the mood all day I mean he tried to talk to me but he just acted like everything was all fine when its not. But of coarse I didn't respond to him. I'm not an idiot. Hell I couldn't even look at him. I didn't. I wasn't going to.

I would really like to go back to my old building though. I don't fit in here in all of this. Its to much for me to handle.

I also had a breakdown today but alone. Of coarse no one did see me cry and even if, they did its not like they would even care. This diary is the only thing that I can come close as to telling my feelings to. Also my therapist that I'm seeing soon and I'm telling her everything.

I try not to think about him but just even the thought of him and even hearing his voice just makes my body ache. He doesn't even care about how I feel or anything. So I will just do the same and no I'm not "in love" with him or anything like that. That would be ridiculous.

-A


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