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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2021-08-04 18:53:58 (UTC)

Hiding From Reality ❤️

Listening to: Endless Summer Nights - Richard Marx
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"Somedays you have to learn to be quiet when you have a lot to say"
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Good Evening🌙
If I could sum up my day in one sentence it would be "Why did I even get out of bed today" It was a bad day and I am an emotional mess. I have had to fight back tears all day. Work was stressful which started the day on the downward and just continued from there. I have been hiding from reality since work ended and just focus on painting my patio furniture as I just wanted to be on my own. I am still fighting back the tears and I just want to put this day to bed so I am going to go curl up in bed with my puppy, tea and watch a movie I have been waiting for to come on Netflix called "Aftermath" I keep reminding myself, It's just a bad day, not a bad life..So I will just share a writing I need to remind myself of today.

💜There are just some days I feel lost.
I start off thinking I know what I want to do and what I want to accomplish and somewhere along the way, I get turned around and twisted inside out.
I write down all my goals and dreams, determined to make all of them happen.
Then life shows up and decides it has other plans.
I get frustrated to the point of tears and feel like pulling my hair out.
That’s when I have to take a step back and breathe.
Everything can seem so overwhelming when it happens all at once, but I’m learning to allow myself to feel but not dictate one day to the next.
I’m stronger than that.
I’ll find that place where my heart is full and my passions are on fire.
I’ve realized that life is a journey and that I can’t judge my progress and growth by the mishaps that slow me down.
All I can do is be better than I was yesterday and work to evolve even more for tomorrow.
Change is never easy, but it’s worth it.
I also know that it’s possible to be a masterpiece and a complete mess at the same time- I think I’ve perfected the concept.
Being me and living my best life is a victory in itself some days, so I’m going to keep charging forth with a positive mindset, a happy heart, and a strong spirit.
Everything happens for a reason, and while I may not end up where I intended to go, I’ll always land in the places I’m meant to be.
It’s up to me to see the truths, learn the lessons and embrace the possibilities.
So, instead of being caught up and focusing on what’s gone wrong, I’m going to celebrate what’s right.
Life won’t always go as planned and there will always be those times that make me want to stay in bed and cry in the shower..
But I’m going to keep getting up, being strong, and showing up.
Little by little, I’ll get closer to the me that I’ve always wanted to be.
Maybe it won’t be today or tomorrow, but soon, I’ll be able to look at the woman in the mirror with a smile and say..
“You did it..you got there.”
That will be one of the best days of my life..and I’m well on my way.💜

Have a good night 💜




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