TM49
My History Of Familial Incest
Good Morning
I had a nice day yesterday. It would make my former therapist proud to know I struck up two conversations while out. One with a man and another with two women. Not long conversations but offline socialization which is what I need more of. Writing that makes me appear as some wayward psych patient being let go of the hospital where I've resided for 30 years. (Just go slow dear...ugh.) Oh well. I did it and I am glad for it. Had a frozen coffee and turned the radio up high and took the long way home from a couple errands. Cold coffee this morning too, but out of my fridge. My coffeepot is broken as I found out a bit ago.
I'm glad I didn't take CC guy up on his offer, but I should have some excuse ready when I am there later this week.
I did something last night online with a guy I've talked about on here for a few years. He slips in and out of my life and the last time it ended with next level arguing. I vowed that if I went back I would be a fool. I am a fool but the orgasm was intense (as they always are with him.) The unfortunate thing is that while there is an undeniable attraction between us an actual real relationship would be a disaster. Jealousy (his end) fighting (both ends) but the passion would be phenomenal. HIM has the passion of a horse that only comes alive when his cock his hard. The rest of the time he meanders the fields and stands at the fence gazing around.
(I just came up with that ...not bad and pretty on the spot.)
Today is work (morning) then a break to go to the gym. Laundry and some more work later. I am fortunate to have a flexible job. I feel ....good!
-TM
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