July 22, 2021 An Update.
It's been two months and I can explain. Because I know my journal always wants me to explain everything.
Cancer season can go suck a cock, I'll tell you that much! Lmao.
It's been a tough couple of weeks, and it's so funny because I believe I'm not even to my tower moment. Probably in 2 days during the full moon in Aquarius on the 24th.
A couple of things that are piling up:
-Work, way too much of it, but also like I gotta make that money so fucking bring it on. I just need to bang out these last couple of weeks legitimately. But also take care of myself mentally.
-Being with A, I truly enjoy my time with him. And honestly a lot of my morning anxiety is leaving when trying to get ready for work at his place. And I'm really afraid on missing out on spending summer with him. Like we both have off Sunday and are gonna spend it together.
-Family family family. And this hit me like a ton of bricks too. A very hard time dealing around the family for me.
-I've been dreaming like crazy. Nasty, stressful dreams. Me being tied up, chased, almost getting my throat slit. ... :D It's a fun time I swear, It's fine, I'm good.
Anyways yeah, I've been super busy, I'm keeping up with my written journal.
On that note, Happy July 22nd, man I love writing.
So lets enjoy the rest of the day doing so.